Cita2

Simpan duit, pi backpack thru Europe, stop over somewhere in France and enlist in the fucking Foreign Legion.

Note To Self #2

Rabbits can generate great deal of money. Just think of the pelts, satays and not to mention bulk sales to the big pharmaceutical companies. Thanks to the missus for the idea.

Rendang arnab.

Hmmm....

Bila hati yang satu itu remuk redam dan kau tahu apa sebab nya,

Bila mengalir air mata dan kau tahu siapa punca nya

Dan bila perkataan yang satu itu juga sudah hilang maksudnya, bila keadaan rosak dan kau tiada lah tau membaiki nya.

Apa yang kau lakukan? Apa yang akan kau lakukan?

Duduk nun tinggi di kayangan di teman angin malam memikir segala.

Rambut mungkin sama hitam tapi hati manusia bukan LCD. Tak terduga, misterius, the last frontier dan aku tidak tahu bagai mana mau menaut kembali luka-luka, menghilang bisa di dada membina kembali jambatan yang ranap. Aku tidak tahu, melainkan dengan perkataan yang satu itu.

Maaf.

Bulan mengambang tetapi malam tetap suram.

A cave deep in the spine of the continent.

An old stub of a candle re-lit to light the way. Books rearranged and dust swept up. Dry twigs and limbs crackled gaily in the hearth. Home again? or a brief respite from the confusing world outside? The kettle whistled, begging to be united with the dry leaves in the teapot. Clumsy fingers spooning precious sugar. The sweet nectar of life giving off its lively scent to the dead empty space. A cup and saucer, an old yellowing volume with a feather to mark the page, a cozy couch by the hearth. Is this home?

Is this home when the heart is no longer in the cave?

Independence Day

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan atas kertas yang ke 52.

May our ancestors forgive us for what we have become.